Collateral Damage

It takes me 7 minutes to get stoned out of my mind.

The high

The loneliness is infinitely better to deal with. The long days don't seem to stretch on forever. I enjoy being alone and am less at ease around people. Not to say that I have no desire for human contact but rather I'm okay when there is none. The music in films stands out to me and I find myself focusing better. My mind wanders at times and thought loops will come and go. I've been able to clearly recognize my feelings and say what I mean without any fear. I am in a free and happy state. Relaxed and in control.